I've reached a point where the numbers are hitting me hard. Getting up to the double digits is a big blow. Celebrating my 30th birthday without a BFP is tough. Hitting the 1 year of TTC in September is going to be hard.
Overall I think I've been taking it pretty well. I've tried to keep busy and focus on positive things. Moving has provided the perfect distraction, so I don't have too much time to dwell on the BFN. We've also had some unexpected good news. Elizabeth found out the other day that she got a postdoc, so we're incredibly relieved to know that we'll be okay financially next year. But the thing that has really kept me from wallowing was reading about these wonderful ladies who finally got a BFP! (congratulations!) Just gotta be patient, and it will happen for me too someday.