In the end we decided to go with the injectables despite the higher cost hoping that we'd end up doing fewer cycles than if we'd gone with c.lomid. This means that I had to skip my March cycle. I ovulated over the weekend, so now I am in a sort of 6 week wait while we ride out the rest of this cycle and wait for the next. Taking a month off has really thrown me. I feel like I have absolutely no sense of time. I'm surprised at how quickly my life was broken up into 2 week blocks of waiting to inseminate, and then waiting for the results. Truthfully, I am feeling a bit guilty and unproductive during this break time- like when you watch TV instead of doing your taxes. I know there's nothing wrong with taking a break occasionally, but feel like I don't know what to do with my time anymore. What the hell did I do with my free time before I started this process?
4 months ago